Well, another miserable fail. Stelara is no longer working, can't take the mtx due to side effects. Had a rheumy appointment this week and after all these years, this is the first time I believe she is doubting me and thinking I really have nothing but maybe fibro. SO irritated. I have had constantly showed my CRP to be elevated when I am flaring or medications not working. It's back up to over 21 now. But now she is saying it's probably just because I'm overweight. WHAT? Anyway, she's sending me to Stanford, but I'm really not hopeful anymore. Feeling very distressed and don't know what to do. frown