Quick update for those who are interested:

I’m back at work today after a three-month sick leave for depression. I’m in a better place mentally but not quite perfect yet.

Physically this is a pretty bad day, I have knots all over my back. But I guess the huge stress of coming back to work AND the fact that my body is deconditioned to a full day of activity make things worse.

I’m doing my best to trust my rheumy and keep hope that I might feel better in the future.